i thought justice would be higher but honestly my sense of justice is just my autistic rigid thinking and frustration with things that deviate from my idea of what's right
i hate my brain. i wanna interact with people but only specific people and not any of the people who want to interact with me. i want to watch something but nothing sounds good. everything is triggering my disgust reaction but i want to consume something. i'm trapped.
screaming crying throwing up cuz i'm trapped at the local shopping center cuz it keeps raining and i don't have a jacket so i can't get home without getting drenched (and my headphones probably breaking)