i had box cutters, utility blades, like 4 different types of razor blades, probably a pocket knife, AND ALL MY AFTERCARE STUFF WAS IN THERE SO SHE THREW AWAY MY CUTE BANDAGES UGH
"wow hes acting alot like my mom... maybe i can make him actually love me tho!!" "oh he was mean again- he was mean again- oh again- oh- oop- okay. wow i really am unlovable and worthless? better stay and fight to be good enough forever even tho i never will be!!!"
the way i genuinely do mirror everyone around me at least a little but my bf the most and its kinda funny when im acting like him and he gets upset like,,, yeah me too,,, srry we are both like this now oops
"you turn me inside out, and then you want the outside in" but its about my bf causing a switch by upsetting us and then being like "well bring them back out to do xyz!"or getting upset by my sudden "shift"
@ThatEdtwtDude no you dont want attention, you want help and to feel better i think and are reaching out in some way so some people at least know you are struggling,, my dms are always open if you need yo talk. this is your vent acct tho! ts is what it was made for, just please dont die 3: