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🧠 19 (MDNF 🔞) • audhd cptsd dpdr
🥩 cbmi 33.2 (stats in 📌 & sp)
🫀 #edrtwt #studyedtwt #420twt

[( ´ཀ` ) @iwilldecayhere]

── .✦ pinned until . . .
180lbs / 81.6kgs / bmi 31.1

[( ´ཀ` ) @iwilldecayhere]

@dying_mcbling i decided im getting a second bc its a smart scale and i kinda dont wanna share it bc it would upload stats to my phone😭 so thats my excuse

[( ´ཀ` ) @iwilldecayhere]

how disordered is it if i buy a second scale to make sure the weight is reading correctly 🥸 im so scared of it being wrong and i end up way more than i think i am

[( ´ཀ` ) @iwilldecayhere]

@kaane0 taste for some brands like coke zero and calories for sprite zero. depends on if its any good 😭💔

[lila @tuliepi]

daily affirmations:
- i lose weight easily
- i am not hungry
- i am naturally thin and i don’t gain weight
- i am not sleepy
- i am very smart and beautiful and funny

[🐞 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒐 .𖥔 ݁ ˖ @lastc4ll_]

𐙚⋆.˚ things i automatically associate with the experience of growing up fat

a thread for #edtwt / #edrtwt 🧵
(with thinspo)

[lily ☀︎ ⁴⁸¹ @fromliliana]

daily reminder that if you're crashing out and don't know why and you've been restricting for a while, just eat something and everything will get better 😭

[( ´ཀ` ) @iwilldecayhere]

my life

[( ´ཀ` ) @iwilldecayhere]

if i lose 1kg/wk every week until new years i’ll be halfway to my ugw.,,

[kiss ⋆°𓆩♡𓆪 shedtwt @KissLawliet]

how I feel these past few months

[Lily @fragilelily_ed]

I actually prefer chubby girls over skinny ones… but I just can’t be chubby myself you know?

[( ´ཀ` ) @iwilldecayhere]

@glamoramo added you to the twt gc !! i’ll lyk if i decide to make a discord server as well

[( ´ཀ` ) @iwilldecayhere]

for the studyedtwt gc wld u all prefer twitter discord or both ? i might make an alt for edrtwt stuff tbh ?

[( ´ཀ` ) @iwilldecayhere]

@KOOPTOPITA @thnkingbouts @rel4pseshawty tbh on my main accs i never or very very rarely see edtwt content. if i do its because their post got qrt’d by a regular acc. you might be seeing it a lot since you keep engaging w it (not trying 2 be rude)

[𝒶𝒸𝑒 𝄞⨾𓍢ִ໋ @strawberrydiive]

i’m so fat you’d have no idea i had a disorder

[( ´ཀ` ) @iwilldecayhere]

as i was recovering from sh i relapsed into ed did i really quit or did i reinvent the #method

[may @maybellinaa]

evil reincarnated:

-feeling fat and shopping
-hearing “ur gonna eat allthat?”
-swimming suits
-morning after a binge
-seeing ur arms pressed against u

[( ´ཀ` ) @iwilldecayhere]

@foottoucher same 💔💔