I tend to beat myself up over how attached I am to closetted/”male” Jax and how little attention I give to the trans side of the character, but take a wild guess as to why I’m so attached and relate so much to the Jax that is deeply upset and frustrated with his identity
the neurodivergent obsession with trying to figure out why someone did what they did. replaying it. analyzing it. asking your friends. asking your therapist. asking your friends again. because your brain literally cannot accept that some people are just cruel for no reason.
i had a dream dandys world added character face tracking and blushcrunch was banning people for sticking their tongues out so all the peoplein public lobbies would stick their tongues out in protest until they got banned