my life has gotten a bit better ever since i realised i don’t need to make ship content 24/7 to be relevant and loved
ever since i realised that i can just. like the pairing w/o constantly drawing it and revolving my whole content around it. i genuinel got happier. lol
i also think i should clarify a bit more that👀i still love them deeply with all my heart, i’m just not that centered on them anymore. i will be still drawing them just without the constant pressure of being relevant in the community
my life has gotten a bit better ever since i realised i don’t need to make ship content 24/7 to be relevant and loved
ever since i realised that i can just. like the pairing w/o constantly drawing it and revolving my whole content around it. i genuinel got happier. lol
and then i realised i?? don’t have to do that at all?? like who tf cares if i’m the “ceo” of some two homosexuals??😭 being obsessed w 77noli held my art back? lowkey?… cause i genuinely started to forget how to draw other things
i am talking about 77noli
i still like them and stuff but they were GENUINELY the only thing i was drawing. and i was like. checking other artists and getting jealous cause their perception was “better”
a few years back was feeling unwell and decided to enter my mom’s room and lie on her lap, trying to seek comfort the only way my brain knew how.
i felt disgusted afterwards as i remembered all the terrible things she’s done