Tolong jangan tanya planning/target 5 tahun kedepan. Stop.
Yg dipikiran cuma gimana bisa bertahan hari demi hari aja. Paling pol mikir 1 taun ke depan mau apa harus gimana, itupun udah overloaded. I'm constantly in survival mode. I don't have the capacity to think years ahead!
gue sering baca, banyak kasus org iseng apply malah tembus. kuncinya tuh di MANAGE EXPECTATIONS,,, pas kita nerapin mindset 'nothing to lose', otak jd lebih rileks n ga overthinking. alhasil pas interview/tes malah ngasih the best performance krn gaada beban!! LET IT FLOW AJA YAAH
musuh terbesar kita tuh emg overthinking n takut ditolak duluan, padahal kuncinya tuh EMBRACE GETTING REJECTED!!! dapet penolakan tu biasa, yg penting udh nyoba drpd penasaran seumur hidup. TURUNIN EGO N JUST APPLY GUYS!!
aku ga suka konsep tarik ulur like mind games in relationship. some ppl say aku terlalu welcome n too easy to approach karena aku genuine. sometimes aku kepikiran juga, โaku salah apa ya sampai dilepas?โ
but then i realized, iโm not wrong, iโm just being kind n treating people with respect.
just bcs iโm genuine doesnโt mean iโm not good enough. love should b easy, not confusing. i donโt want a relationship where i hv to pretend to b cold, hard to get, or harus main game biar dihargai.
kalau memang aku dilepas, maybe theyโre just not my person. buka berarti aku kurang. the right person will appreciate my kindness, not take it for granted ๐ฅน๐ค๐ป