LSTR-512 // starstruck corpse

I'll be okay, wherever it is I'm going. I'll wait for you there. ★ @zerocalcicle ★ bmi 17.3 it/its 21 yo

[LSTR-512 // starstruck corpse @fIeshwires]

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　　　　　21　₊　it/its　₊　#988twt #drugtwt #alctwt #edstwt promo
　　basic dni + minors dni + non-ed/shtwt dni 𓏏𓏏
★ like/rt to be moots

[LSTR-512 // starstruck corpse @fIeshwires]

@Ivyr1ver Nuke everything atp

[LSTR-512 // starstruck corpse @fIeshwires]

how the fuck did i just clear the mynah boss fight without taking any damage

[LSTR-512 // starstruck corpse @fIeshwires]

being butch is fun when u don't remember people like this actually exist

[lee ⋆｡°✩ @thefateoflee]

@kyoruyeye okay then

[delphine @dollydelph]

this is actually how i feel 24/7

[Amelia™ @RealiaAmelia]

this is such a provocative title because when i read it i do think “huh, i’d probably do cocaine i guess”

[LSTR-512 // starstruck corpse @fIeshwires]

as you can* I can barely type rn.

[LSTR-512 // starstruck corpse @fIeshwires]

i know that in this economy it's fucking laughable but if you're freshly 18 and studying please manage your work-life balance as best as ss you can because if you burn out it's pretty much over for you for at least one year

[LSTR-512 // starstruck corpse @fIeshwires]

i'm not gonna think about this any longer before I get suicidal

[LSTR-512 // starstruck corpse @fIeshwires]

tho even then i forced myself through hs with pretty okay grades and started going to college. Overworking was the final brick I threw at myself

[LSTR-512 // starstruck corpse @fIeshwires]

trauma/covid + untreated severe mental health problems rotted my brain i think. i'm still not sure whether it was the covid that full sent all my bullshit or the fact that 2019 was the worst year i have clear memory of. it all just started going downhill after that

[LSTR-512 // starstruck corpse @fIeshwires]

I still kinda do things I guess, I force myself to keep drawing so I don't lose my skills any further, but everything else is just like... Idk I read what I just typed out and I think apathy is just beating my ass. But also what's the point when the world is like this????

[LSTR-512 // starstruck corpse @fIeshwires]

trauma/covid + untreated severe mental health problems rotted my brain i think. i'm still not sure whether it was the covid that full sent all my bullshit or the fact that 2019 was the worst year i have clear memory of. it all just started going downhill after that

[LSTR-512 // starstruck corpse @fIeshwires]

i hate that my memory of late middle school and high school is somewhat clear (in comparison) bc i remember what it felt like being smart and ambitious and having energy

[LSTR-512 // starstruck corpse @fIeshwires]

i used to want to do science and draw every single day and work out and study. fuck i hate this

[LSTR-512 // starstruck corpse @fIeshwires]

i fucking love instant yeast recipes this was so easy

[LSTR-512 // starstruck corpse @fIeshwires]

y'all look at this bread i just baked

[pizza mert 🍕 @pizza990]

i hate it here

[LSTR-512 // starstruck corpse @fIeshwires]

i have not been this high in months oh my god. only took 1.5 and chased it with a beer and I'm in the shadow realm

[LSTR-512 // starstruck corpse @fIeshwires]

YIPPEEEE MY EDIBLES MAN IS BACK IN BUSINESS
175mg eddies for $2 per piece here i come

[LSTR-512 // starstruck corpse @fIeshwires]

@starved4wuyang BHAJDJSGJ he uses a super cheap method to make them that you can google! Aside from pointing you to that, unfortunately I can't help!!!, Dude's local middle of bumfuck nowhere

[LSTR-512 // starstruck corpse @fIeshwires]

YIPPEEEE MY EDIBLES MAN IS BACK IN BUSINESS
175mg eddies for $2 per piece here i come

[LSTR-512 // starstruck corpse @fIeshwires]

it's half melted so the texture is... Questuonable, but it tastes good:)

[LSTR-512 // starstruck corpse @fIeshwires]

ordered groceries n the shop gave me one extra of these for free :)