hey shedtwt!! i am not new AT ALL but my old account was so dead and had too many locals finding me so here’s to a new start. alottt is going on in my life right now so welcome to the wild ride :D
i’m so tired of feeling like a burden to everyone, i wish i could be normal. i wish i knew how to tell when someone really cares and loves me and doesn’t just feel obligated.
wasn’t planning on purging but getting to that point where i don’t have much control over it. ate a normalish meal and not long after i could not hold it in i felt so sick
had to break it :( made it like pretty far but still wish i could of done longer after my tattoo wednesday i’m gonna maybe fast 4 a week i work alot so i’ll be distracted