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[dina @fa_06z]

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[dina @fa_06z]

I’m js venting tbh. My aunt is kind but since that day it messed my entire perception of her and now every nice gesture feels like a hidden attack.

She’s extremely traditional and having a autistic daughter rlly makes it hard for her to change. But it’s been 7 years.

[dina @fa_06z]

why does my aunt feel THE NEED to comment on EVERYTHING??

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I always hear her saying “you’re lucky you’re not my daughter or I would’ve done this and that” and no one sided with her really. My grandma might be strict but she ain’t stupid. Be calling my aunt out too

also, Her daughter has level 3 autism, that’s why I mentioned that above.

[dina @fa_06z]

@shroomberrry drop the hair care routine babes

[dina @fa_06z]

@bddano33211 Mississippi? I feel like I see many people who are apart of the lgbt there, I had a lot of friends back in middle school who were apart of the lgbt near MS hmm 🤔

[dina @fa_06z]

@theeyesofone I am alright thank you :) and again you don't have to apologize, the feeling usually goes away and then comes back when it happens again.

[dina @fa_06z]

I just woke up and my grandma goes,

“You ate a lot yesterday. you ruined everything. you’ve gained so much it’s so visible I noticed. you ruined yourself now, see? You’re more fat. I had to tell your aunties you don’t eat much before they notice too”

I’m not hungry.

[dina @fa_06z]

I saved my calories yesterday for a party but it was worthless cs I ate a lot 😓😓

yesterday…idk what’s wrong with me. idk. I’m not even taking this seriously anymore. Got im pathetic. A hypocrite. Idk anymore. Total: 1975c

2nd photo: pastry n fruits
3rd photo: bowl size

[dina @fa_06z]

@theeyesofone It really is.she's the one who urges me the MOST to eat. I was at a party yesterday and she gives me that disgusted look and makes a shameful expression when I catch her looking at me. i was rlly uncomfortable for most of the time but it didnt ruin the party tho hehe

[dina @fa_06z]

@theeyesofone dont think I've seen anyone gain weight from alcohol 🤔🤔

[dina @fa_06z]

Early birthday gifts !!! I have never gotten a gift like this I am in LOVE 🥹

[dina @fa_06z]

@theeyesofone i like honey almond granola but its so damn caloric, each serving is 260c D: and pecans are really good, i used to call the pecans in Yemen "roaches" cs they really looked like roaches and i didnt know the word pecan back then😭

[dina @fa_06z]

I ate 100c worth of cashews (11 pieces) and 110c banana so it adds up to 210 so basically 300c

[dina @fa_06z]

@vacant_agent hehehe

[dina @fa_06z]

@bastardloses they just delulu fr they don't know us

[dina @fa_06z]

I had a thin look (75kg) to my body and face as I’ve been told when I was at my lowest. I wanted to end it all back then cs I isolated myself for months and barely ate. I was constantly picked on by relatives.

I’m better now but everyone is saying that I look so bloated (72kg)

[dina @fa_06z]

950c today I gave into the zaatar. and then 1000c now I ate a plum hmmm decent ig mostly healthy

[dina @fa_06z]

@Banana_MilkMan why call the child a tumor

[dina @fa_06z]

@SherrylSahy @2o0meowzai HAHAHHAAHA but in my dialect its actually said like "ana jayeh" 😭

[dina @fa_06z]

@vacant_agent