I’m js venting tbh. My aunt is kind but since that day it messed my entire perception of her and now every nice gesture feels like a hidden attack.
She’s extremely traditional and having a autistic daughter rlly makes it hard for her to change. But it’s been 7 years.
I always hear her saying “you’re lucky you’re not my daughter or I would’ve done this and that” and no one sided with her really. My grandma might be strict but she ain’t stupid. Be calling my aunt out too
also, Her daughter has level 3 autism, that’s why I mentioned that above.
@bddano33211 Mississippi? I feel like I see many people who are apart of the lgbt there, I had a lot of friends back in middle school who were apart of the lgbt near MS hmm 🤔
@theeyesofone I am alright thank you :) and again you don't have to apologize, the feeling usually goes away and then comes back when it happens again.
I just woke up and my grandma goes,
“You ate a lot yesterday. you ruined everything. you’ve gained so much it’s so visible I noticed. you ruined yourself now, see? You’re more fat. I had to tell your aunties you don’t eat much before they notice too”
I’m not hungry.
I saved my calories yesterday for a party but it was worthless cs I ate a lot 😓😓
yesterday…idk what’s wrong with me. idk. I’m not even taking this seriously anymore. Got im pathetic. A hypocrite. Idk anymore. Total: 1975c
2nd photo: pastry n fruits
3rd photo: bowl size
@theeyesofone It really is.she's the one who urges me the MOST to eat. I was at a party yesterday and she gives me that disgusted look and makes a shameful expression when I catch her looking at me. i was rlly uncomfortable for most of the time but it didnt ruin the party tho hehe
@theeyesofone i like honey almond granola but its so damn caloric, each serving is 260c D: and pecans are really good, i used to call the pecans in Yemen "roaches" cs they really looked like roaches and i didnt know the word pecan back then😭
I had a thin look (75kg) to my body and face as I’ve been told when I was at my lowest. I wanted to end it all back then cs I isolated myself for months and barely ate. I was constantly picked on by relatives.
I’m better now but everyone is saying that I look so bloated (72kg)