people want you to do well, when you go on a date that person wants it to go well so they can stop dating. when you interview for a job they want it to go well so they can finally hire someone. people want to watch, read, hear and experience good things. we’re rooting for you
well, of course i've tried lavender. and pulling my memory out, ribbonlike and dripping. and shrieking into my pillow. and writing the poems. and intimacy. and writing more poems. and digging a grave. and digging a grave. of course, i've tried it. of course i have.