Nix 💫 (0/5kg) | edtwt

☆ 26 ☆ 18+ ☆ Minors/non-edtwt DNI ☆ Any pronouns ☆ HW: 101kgs ☆ 5'7 ☆ PTSD, OCD + Autism ☆ Time to be my worst self ☆

[Nix 💫 (0/5kg) | edtwt @fading_softly]

lmao i have high bp and cholesterol so that means i gotta force my diet change (my autism is going feral bc change in food and routine GRRRRR)

[kei 🦕🎀he/him🏳️‍⚧️🌈 @puppystarves]

reminder not to brush ur teeth after u p*rge, it damages ur teeth

u can use mouth wash afterwards to clean ur mouth

[Nix 💫 (0/5kg) | edtwt @fading_softly]

therapy has been helping which is nice but im skirting around my ed atm, im just a bit all over the place w being happy and functional but also feeling angry and 'not sick enough', plus my brain competing w my gf, shes amazing + going thru it with an ed, i cannot do that to her

[Nix 💫 (0/5kg) | edtwt @fading_softly]

hey yall... its been a bit... im alive!
i just have uni stuff happening and then i got mastisis and we got stuff that helped, but didnt get rid of that so bc my doc didnt treat me again w antibiotics i had a breast abscess that ended up bursting
its been an intense year so far!

[angel of edtwt .ᐟ @qyunanie]

I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT

I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT

I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT

I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT

I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT

I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT

I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT

[Nix 💫 (0/5kg) | edtwt @fading_softly]

I always return to this fuck ass app I cannot escape edtwt bc it's like a toxic friendship, I miss it when I'm gone from it

[Nix 💫 (0/5kg) | edtwt @fading_softly]

im not gonna promise myself ill be consistent until i actually am because i curse it every time i say i will

[Nix 💫 (0/5kg) | edtwt @fading_softly]

lmao i weighed in at 99kg i actually feeling like km$ rn lmao and my dad is trying to help motivate me to lose weight and go to the gym and i feel even more like i wanna fucking d!3 my brain aint vibing rn lmao

[Nix 💫 (0/5kg) | edtwt @fading_softly]

im worried about my partner and them falling into the same ed struggles i am, brain and feels all over the place ugh

[Nix 💫 (0/5kg) | edtwt @fading_softly]

hopefully will be more active because ive been stressed as fucking hell and struggling with loads of personal and academic stuff and still absolutely hate how i look so trying to hit 5kgs lost and get back on track to losing 10 and so on

[Nix 💫 (0/5kg) | edtwt @fading_softly]

🌹 Unpinning when I lose 10kg 🌹
Replaced this new pin from the old one (it was nearly 2 years old, embarrassing omg) and doesn't match my aesthetic anymore :>

[Nix 💫 (0/5kg) | edtwt @fading_softly]

It is so fucking cold it ain't even funny, my ass is in a warm busy and I still feel cold which is bloody fuckin wild because I'm always too hot wtfff

[Nix 💫 (0/5kg) | edtwt @fading_softly]

hi im not dead, just locked in on uni and anxious about lots of things

[Nix 💫 (0/5kg) | edtwt @fading_softly]

If Dr Google is correct, I have either laryngitis or croup lmao
I imagine the latter isn't the case since it's more common in kids, and I am not a kid anymore and have not been in a while, lol
Being immunocompromized is not fun 😃👍

[Nix 💫 (0/5kg) | edtwt @fading_softly]

I have a metal health appointment this week and I'm shitting bricks about it bc it is what I'm riding on w my life that I will get the help needed to overcome trauma

[Nix 💫 (0/5kg) | edtwt @fading_softly]

I lost for the time since I started at the gym (I've been gaining muscle which is good but means I'm heavier on the scales) so that's a w for pûrging

[Nix 💫 (0/5kg) | edtwt @fading_softly]

I have mods for my sims bc I'm different like that lmao /j bit fr I gave my current fac sim an ed just to have something to relate with and feel control over I'm so fucked, genuinely lmao

[Nix 💫 (0/5kg) | edtwt @fading_softly]

Aaaand we're back to the daily pûrging yimpee /s