lily

my safe space

dnf -20y/o

- 11.5 kg

[lily @faelilyss]

ate 545 kcal and burnt 500, if i dont eat more today i will only have eaten 45 kcal and thats pretty cool i think 😎

[lily @faelilyss]

@fatcowx1 @rubiiyon OHHH I THINK THATS WHY IT REMINDS ME OF CHILDE

[lily @faelilyss]

@fatcowx1 then you are very cute

[lily @faelilyss]

@fatcowx1 @rubiiyon do i know the parody 🤔 not sure if i played genshin when it came out

[lily @faelilyss]

@blazin_heart_8 thank you 🫶

[lily @faelilyss]

just dance made me really hungry and im eating over my kcal limit and i dont know what to do because i cant stand feeling hungry

[lily @faelilyss]

i need motivation to do just dance

[lily @faelilyss]

@blazin_heart_8 you are such a creative person, i suck at being creative 😭

[lily @faelilyss]

what do you guys do in your free time that isnt ed related because i struggle to come up with things to do, preferably something i can do inside and on my own. i cant concentrate on anything because all i can think of is how much i ate, my next meal, exercise etc

[lily @faelilyss]

@blazin_heart_8 you are sweet !!! 🫶

[lily @faelilyss]

this was 1,5 months ago and one of the reasons i relapsed

[lily @faelilyss]

i dont want to talk to my only irl because last time we hung out i was really excited to go to a bookstore but before we got there, i got hungry. i suggested we eat somewhere and i got a wrap (my favourite meal) for like 500/600 kcal. she got 2 tiny quesadillas —

[lily @faelilyss]

of the day taking pictures of her and her asking if she looks good etc. im good at hiding it i think so i pretended i was enjoying it too. she texted me yesterday but i havent replied to her message because i really cant do this

[lily @faelilyss]

@blazin_heart_8 thank you renren

[lily @faelilyss]

bf and i did a workout together, it was fun but i have a blister on my toe now

[lily @faelilyss]

@blazin_heart_8 thank you ! ill see how it is tomorrow and if its healed, ill wear socks 😅 hopefully i dont slip

[kofi @bIackofi]

can u hop off the spectrum for one fucking second

[lily @faelilyss]

@blazin_heart_8 thank you !!! 🫶🫶 i think ill rest tomorrow to let it heal. what did you do after you got a blister?

[lily @faelilyss]

@HungerL0rd that is so sweet

[lily @faelilyss]

@blazin_heart_8 thank you 🫶🫶🫶 i did 6k steps and three 13 minute workouts barefooted, maybe not my best idea…

[lily @faelilyss]

@blazin_heart_8 im here for you if you want someone to talk to 🫶