at some point, you really have to tell yourself "this isn't an experience i want to keep having" and stop entertaining things that don't benefit you in any way
When I say "godspeed" (I say it a lot) I like to imagine I'm a member of a futurism religion that worships velocity above all else. Like its the standard well-wishing in my culture. Speedliness is next to godliness. Someday we'll catch him! the closer we get the more he loves us
centuries of women before me have yearned to taste the freedom i get to experience nowadays by being able to say no to marriage/children and choose my own path with full agency, and i will never take that for granted. they live through me
Turns out I’ve been sad and not feeling like myself bc I’ve been in my Saturn return. and here I was thinking it was bc of my depression and substance abuse problem
there comes a time when you meet someone who lovingly holds a mirror to your face and it’ll be very uncomfortable at first but it’s important that you stay. looking at yourself through the lens of someone who loves and sees you will heal you.