@mustard_carrots I’m so sorry for what you’re going through. I wish I had words of comfort to offer, I only have solidarity. My BFF of 25 years ghosted me out of no where, and I have zero context as to why. Last convo was great.
We both deserve good things
Welp guys lol
I’m pregnant again. I lost a few pounds and I guess my hubby couldn’t resist.
I’m going to be upping my calories to a safer limit and continuing my walks, but I’m going to be inactive posting on here.
Sending you all the love and support! 🩷
@Emcantlockin I feel this in my soul!!! And it feels a tiny bit like attention seeking, but is it when people paid you more attention when you were thinner? It feels valid right?
My mental well being isn’t so hot rn. I keep thinking that everyone hates me, but I know it’s likely not true. I also keep feeling that I’m such a nuisance, a burden that the people in my life must endure.
It’s likely my period coming, but how much of it is true or mere hormones
@elstragedies Anything, but especially overalls and have the pants be slightly baggy around my legs. Right now if I tried to wear them I would look like a sausage ready to burst
@Emcantlockin Catholic here, and my view is kinda extreme. I think that sloth and gluttony are sins, and I committed those sins and had gained a ton of weight as a consequence. Therefore, losing weight is a way to repent for those sins, and is a way to reconnect with Christ.
Kinda out ther ik
Goals:
End of December: 228
End of January: 213
End of February: 198
End of March: 183
End of April: 168
End of May: 160.
In 6 months I can return back to living. In 8 months I can be at 140.
Caloric net limit is 1100.
Mandatory 12000 steps a day. One rest day. One day a week where I don’t have to count calories. One day a week I can eat between 1300-1600 calories.
230 oz of water a day.
@reidrexia If someone I care about ignores me (like if we normally talk everyday and they ignore me for 2+ days) or is just abit colder to me, I fast or eat super little until I hear from them again or they act warm to me again. No, they don’t know I do it.
I can be at 140 lbs by the end of July.
I can be at 160 by the start of June.
I can be at 170 by mid May.
I can be at 190 by the end of March.
I can be at 230-220 by the end of December (2025).
I can do this.
So literally everyone in my circle remembered my birthday except my bff since 2nd grade, and I wonder if it was deliberate or just a slip in a busy day. Either way, I shall fast until she replies lol