honeymoon phase: i just wonβt eat lol
several years EDβd: i can only eat at 14:44 pm and i need to tap the spoon 21 times and my meal needs to have one red and one green ingredient, but they can NOT touch each other
have to literally bite my tongue down when nondisordered people estimate calories and they're soo off
but if i correct them they'll know i'm insane about calories