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23 ˖⁺. 5’3 ༶ ugw 0 ⊹ 51 lbs ↓

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plate of brownnnn. i meant to put veggies in the rice oops

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had the beeeeeeest sleepover with a pretty girl <3 breaky.

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i worked out for the first time in a while today on campus. i literally forgot i had free access the a gym. i need to turn my body into gold

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i’m gonna post what i consume daily to keep accountable. i’d the cals

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back and worse than evaaaaa

[ru ♡ @ruscvre]

you can do it too

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ARE YALL STILL ALIVE?!

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had such a rude reaction from a friend yesterday. confirms how much my insecurities are actually a reality and everyone can see them.

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dying from the inside again

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me walking into work this morning like i didn’t just ingest 1100cals then violently throw up until i passed out last night

[min‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾ @bunnyminns]

𐙚 ‧₊˚ ⋅ you’re too fat to be in a relationship! ⋆｡‧˚ʚ🍓ɞ˚‧｡⋆
meanspo, skinspo thread for edtwt🧵 #edtwt #skinspo #meanspo

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i need to start coming on here like immediately after i eat

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i haaaate talking to my friends abt my insecurities and them being like “well imagine what you have but 10x worse. that’s how i feel”
giiiirl can you let me be skinny and insecure at the same time ?!?!?! DAYUM

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it’s not about wanting to be skinny. it’s about me wanting to kill myselffffff.

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brain so dramatic. i had a bad dream i was a size large.

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i hope i do it right this time. i want everyone to stay far away from me and never want to touch or be with me. i hope i do it right and i look off putting. for the first time in my life i want rage to pour out of me and i want to be frightening.

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realized i haven’t liked my body because i haven’t been wanting to die. and whenever i do restrict i do it because i wanna be skinny. well now i wanna kill myself. i want to die so badly. thinking of nourishing myself to stay here feels disingenuous.