the way so many men have the audacity to neg women and also call objectively beautiful women “mid” while i see beautiful women loving ugly men all the time annoys me…why do women give men who put no effort into themselves so many chances…
people who like the aesthetics of gothic horror romance but will gasp and clutch their pearls that there can in fact be some dark subject matter when you actually consume the piece of media are so fucking dumb bro…ITS GOTHIC HORROR!!!
living in a society that makes it clear that friendship will never be deemed as important as romance really fucking runs you through the ringer man HAHA
realizing i’m really only a whore in theory but in reality my libido is actually very low…it’s something i wish i’d realized a long time ago tbh. i’ve always known i was demisexual but didn’t think of that in terms of my personal libido…
i feel like i was fucking failed, and i’m also just some crazy grieving 27 year old woman now who i don’t think anyone would wanna deal with, besides of course my closest friends. but i don’t blame ppl for not fucking wanting to deal with me. srry for rant 🤪
i think the idea that i have been sexualized, i’ve been catcalled, i’ve been ogled…like many times in my life…but also that no one that i have had interest in has ever shown interest in me or at least kept interest…shows that for many i’m just a POSSIBLE body…
it’s disheartening, and i truly blame my upbringing for my inability to really connect with anyone. i got no chance to have puppy love. i got no chance to even do silly unserious dating as a middle schooler or teen bc i was sheltered and homeschooled.