crystel | edtwt

20✧⡈⡠*✩ | cw : 52kg

[crystel | edtwt @fairyfraise]

God thank you, my ex-boyfriend's new girlfriend is fat af

[crystel | edtwt @fairyfraise]

Yesterday, I had soup at noon, then around 7pm, I ate four biscuits right before going out to get drunk

I got home around 2am, then went to the bathroom on my knees to throw up

But as someone with emetophobia, it was amazing (almost nothing, no noise)
More anorexia, less trauma

[crystel | edtwt @fairyfraise]

I hit 10k almost everyday since three weeks 🥳
(I'm stuck in class until 9pm on Monday, and stuck with my Nintendo Switch all day on Sunday)

[crystel | edtwt @fairyfraise]

10k steps and full of soup
Perfect day

[crystel | edtwt @fairyfraise]

Best thing ever

[crystel | edtwt @fairyfraise]

Awesome fridge

[crystel | edtwt @fairyfraise]

A few days ago, I wrote a letter to my bsf saying I wanted to kms, but that remembering that I had her and others stuffs made me want to keep going.

And there's a good chance she'll receive it on April 1st 🤡

[crystel | edtwt @fairyfraise]

I just smoked too much, it feels like drinking but without the cals
Even if drinking feels more chaotic, a lovely chaos, but annoying at the same time
I love smoking, getting drunk and hooking up

Why am I a bitch with an ED instead of an overconfident douchebag ?

[crystel | edtwt @fairyfraise]

I'm choosing Paul !

[KAJ!! @Kaj_3xe]

Talking about eating disorders as if you can pick and choose

[. @emmasarchivee]

fucking hate these bitches cant trust either of them one bit.

[˖⋆࿐໋ @8lovelea8]

Just bringing this one back for #edtwt

[crystel | edtwt @fairyfraise]

One of my best memories from high school is that I was taking a computer science class and I programmed a kilogram-to-pound converter 🤓

[crystel | edtwt @fairyfraise]

And of course the 600-800cal dinner with vape for dessert 🎀✨

[crystel | edtwt @fairyfraise]

"I wonder why I'm always so on edge these days."
My average breakfast, lunch and afternoon snack :

[crystel | edtwt @fairyfraise]

That's even better tbh

[crystel | edtwt @fairyfraise]

It's 10pm, I've been ANGRY since 3pm, but at least it's cutting my appetite.

[VizorFlarf @ViVaVizor]

Wii Balance Board