one of the worst parts of BPD isnโt the splitting or the anger. Itโs the total lack of emotional permanence. you can spend the whole day surrounded by people who love you people who show up, hold you, and say it out loud. But the exact second the door closes and youโre alone, it all evaporates.
It doesnโt just fade. It feels like it never existed. Your brain convinces you that youโve always been this unloved, and you just forgot for a few hours
i shld say i dont yumeship anymore , oshikatsu is the better label for me ! which basically means im just a big fan of my favs ( nolly n fakey )
artsy is just its own character now . not a sona
hi guys