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[el @fallinndreamin]

to be picked up and thrown around effortlessly

[el @fallinndreamin]

literally had a burger for dinner
a BURGER

[el @fallinndreamin]

oh to be thin and still have lucious hair

[el @fallinndreamin]

whyyy is high res so hard like i dont get it i literally can eat more
im not even in a like disordered deficit rn
km please

[ℳ @BRELLAFASHION]

Kate Moss Walking in the Bella Freud Spring 1994 Show

[el @fallinndreamin]

officially at that age where im scared to follow someone who doesnt have have their age in bio because i dont want to accidentally like some poor 15 yr olds bodycheck😭

[el @fallinndreamin]

crazy to think that i made my first edtwt account when i was 14 and before that i was on tumblr since like age 10
9 years of this bullshit and ive been fat for most of it lmao

[el @fallinndreamin]

i feel insane talking to myself on here but its so nice sometimes

[el @fallinndreamin]

also my bf is literally so fit and goes to the gym all of the time im literally trying to get him to bulk because omg why are his legs so much thinner than mine

[el @fallinndreamin]

trying to do high res for some time idk
setting my limit at 1400 but will try to stay around 900-1000

[el @fallinndreamin]

for so long i maintained and was kind of happy about it because ive eaten like shit for the past like 6 moths but ig it finally caught up to me

[el @fallinndreamin]

@bmiaespa body so tea

[el @fallinndreamin]

time for my monthly breakdown post about how i hate myself and will lock in this time for real lol

[el @fallinndreamin]

i genuinely hate myself lmao its crazy

[el @fallinndreamin]

1065 today and starting a 36 hour fast

[Christina Von Boleyn @saintbvnny]

the true after-party is drunkenly getting ready for bed with a friend

[Lilian @Lly_wl]

how do these girls wake up every day and meditate and do lymphatic drainage and do their skincare routine and workout and make their matcha and work then go meet up w friends and fuck their boyfriend how