dead

I was born into bad news.

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Suicide is the next step.

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I dreamt about us the last night. I was in her arms, and we cuddled during a long time. I was good. Really. I miss her so much.

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But you know... I was secretely expected her to send me a little text. Not a big one, I don’t care about length. But just some words to show she always do cares about me. As I do for her.

[dead @fallxnqueen]

My father just sent me this. Wo

[dead @fallxnqueen]

@clwrosx Mais non ne t’inquiètes pas!

[dead @fallxnqueen]

@clwrosx Dm me if you need it 🖤

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Just want to cut my skin and feel some type of pain of than my heart broken

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And you know what? Cat is also back to me. It’s been a long time spent whitout her but now I do need her.

[dead @fallxnqueen]

I’m back

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That’s funny. Really funny, and you realise that promises are nothing for people.

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But truth is I miss you so damn much. But you’re far away now and I just cannot keep waiting for a friendship dat no longer even exist.

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I can’t even speak about it.

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And sometimes, it come back, as a fury and it overwhelm my mind, my body, my life.

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I must be quiet. And talk w/ no one.

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So tonight it'll be "cut" activity. I must stop being kind w/ people.

[dead @fallxnqueen]

Waw. It's really funny how people can be asshole.

[dead @fallxnqueen]

Looking forward to come back home, to stop eating and then to make sport.

[dead @fallxnqueen]

I'm obese

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It's not fair.

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I'd like to stay alone and just be with my all old friends