Even if you’re fully vaccinated, the CDC still recommends you load your dishwasher in a timely fashion because you know good and well those dishes don’t need to “soak” in the sink for four days.
It’s okay to let your body’s size fluctuate. It’s okay to also want to change it. Just always remember to be kind in doing so, it requires compassion as it processes your emotional challenges and stores your experiences within itself. Your body is more than just flesh and bones.