After long, I am finally able to make peace with myself. Maybe not liberated exactly… but there’s a quiet sense of freedom in no longer longing for someone who was never truly mine.
My friend out of nowhere on Wed afternoon. Sometimes you think everyone at the office are just unbothered, sebab masing2 buat hal sendiri, then you received this lol-
Weh tadi aku lalu tol tak bayar, sebab palang dia terbuka after the car before me lalu, I was afraid kalau aku tap nanti palang dia tutup on me. Anyone knows what can I do to bayar balik eh? I think it was KESAS but could not find the email in their website.
If there’s one thing I’ve learned, it’s that reputation is everything, a commodity even at the workplace. Though honestly, it was easier for me to guard mine when I was in my sole contributor role, getting harder now that I moved to managerial one.
Got an email yang somehow isinya put the blame on my team member, so I (justifiably) counter la balik the email. A relatively sharp one, tapi still respectful. Colleague who was also in the cc datang, “kau kalau gigit memang tak lepas eh?” Sksksksk.
Asked my play buddy who’s also someone I’m managing at work to join me bouldering tonight but he said kerja belum siap. Now I’m conflicted. Dulu, when we were just work buddies, no levels etc, I can say buat esok je la, bukan boss dia tahu pun. But now, I will know😭
I’m saying this in the most humble way possible tau; kalau kita beradu tenaga, I could easily pin you down, no cap. Sure, akan ada moment I jerit macam pondan, mostly sebab adrenaline rush. But one thing I (humbly) know for sure, in term of strength, you’re no match for me.
Minta samples dari site sana since Mon, hari ni aku follow up. Tak siap lagi, sebab? Tengah beautify report. Faris dengan kesedaran penuh “just send me the raw ones, screenshots will do as well, I’ll analyse it from my end.” Aku minta samples je dik.
Astaga kalau nak curang pun, curang la dengan yang berjenih sikit, takde la terkesot sangat hati member tu. Ini memana je kau sauk, takde added value langsung.
Setiap tahun babe kau throwback result SPM kau, setiap kali time orang announce result, kau pun nak trobek. Kita ni umur dah lebih 30 tahun tahu? Cuba bawa bawa mengucap.
Okay it could be my ego la sebab orang pi amend draft aku. But I meant it to be casual, cheeky corporate style, put some fun into it. Now dah macam baca laporan formal dah.
Sooooo urmmm your boy kinda get promoted again within less than a year 👉🏻👈🏻 kinda wish I’m in Malaysia right now to celebrate tho, but we can always do that later. Anyway yeayyyy