My last oncall was truly extraneous, when the person I least expected to collapse the next morning died of ACS after I saw him smiling at me during breakfast. #lastoncalbeforedelivery#tiredexhausted
to suffer in silence and to face this negative vibes everyday. nothing makes me happy. nothing that i do is ever right in this working environment. i am severely suffering at my phase and i wish to stop this and change this..
i refuse to listen to wtv my boss has to say. they can do wtv they want to do. they will never stop punish people. they never show appreciation or bring the best in me. they never even try or think or have the gut to do so. they are just like that. i wish i can stop now...