“You ain’t shit”
“You’re not important”
“You don’t hold that much weight”
Things that have been said to me by a woman I care about.
But I don’t get angry or upset, instead I am reminded that I must become the best version of myself
Today I fucked up BAD! I made a huge mistake with a good person that trusted me. But I’m human, I’ve learned from that mistake and will not make it again. Allah forgive me!
The more I speak to my mother the more i understand that I CANNOT be normal. A normal job will not release my family from poverty. It all depends on me. I will be the one to break the chains!
The professor’s here are trying to convince me that 30k a year is a good wage. Part of me rejects the slave mind, and part of me just listens for the sake of making my family happy.