@violentvia turbo. but i usually go by nicholas/nick online only because that was how i used to hide my identity before i came out as transgender irl (using the male version of my middle name) but it kinda stuck even after i came out. irl im cool with nicholas or my actual legal name tho
How do you even get close to people when it feels like everyone already has their close friends and you're just an annoying little gnat trying to be something to someone