putting myself to bed at 5pm because everyone is busy and the loneliness is giving me panic attacks. i hope i die in my sleep. i hope there is no afterlife
I am actually always just joking. All the time I just say stuff for attention. I don’t mean anything and I get offended by nothing. It’s all for show. Im fake af. im not even a real person
I used to be ok with being a deadbeat child and sibling cause at least i have my friendships but i realized im actually not a very good friend either meaning my existence is just a stain on the world