Juan Martinez

49 year old local truck driver

[Juan Martinez @fatcowboy77]

Living in your own head is a dangerous place to live. Especially when your heart and head are in a constant battle on who should rule. I’ve been ruled by my heart for so long and has only led me to more pain and suffering. If you talk to me and i seem guarded it’s not you. And I’m sorry. I hope the battle ends soon. I’m tired

[Juan Martinez @fatcowboy77]

@honagirl17 That’s is such awesome news

[Juan Martinez @fatcowboy77]

@Ameliapne1 That I’m not just another sucker in another woman’s scheme

[Juan Martinez @fatcowboy77]

Underneath this hat is a man that has been through hell. If you’re gonna judge me for what I am and what I have you’d be wrong. I may not have much financially but I have worked hard for what I do have. But what i have to offer is worth more than money.

[Juan Martinez @fatcowboy77]

@honagirl17 I messaged you

[Juan Martinez @fatcowboy77]

@honagirl17 I can help some

[Juan Martinez @fatcowboy77]

@honagirl17 Message me

[Juan Martinez @fatcowboy77]

@Ameliapne1 Hope that the answer I want exists

[Juan Martinez @fatcowboy77]

@MiaJMoretti Very true

[Juan Martinez @fatcowboy77]

@honagirl17 I hope you do as well

[Juan Martinez @fatcowboy77]

@Emilia_qnx You bored?

[Juan Martinez @fatcowboy77]

@mess_lili9 Me

[Juan Martinez @fatcowboy77]

Every day I look at you as if I’m staring into the sun. Lord knows I would sell my soul just to feel your embrace. What are you really like. Who are you really. My heart aches and dies a little more each day. I would give all that I am for you.

[Juan Martinez @fatcowboy77]

@honagirl17 The weather clear up?

[Juan Martinez @fatcowboy77]

Definitely could go for a good massage and before I get messages. I doubt any massage therapists live where I do. They closed down my massage parlor that I love last week. Life sucks sometimes

[Juan Martinez @fatcowboy77]

I look a mess today lol. Out mowing lawns and I got a dang flat tire on my mower. Just when things were going smoothly. It’s part of it though. Once this tire is done I only have one yard left. I’m ready for a shower

[Juan Martinez @fatcowboy77]

@honagirl17 It’s just a funk from everything that you’ve been through believe me when I say you are an image of what every woman wants to look like. Keep going, imagine being a 49 year old man with a small belly and a lot of white hair lol. You are amazing never doubt that

[Juan Martinez @fatcowboy77]

@deseriedream @honagirl17 Hi

[Juan Martinez @fatcowboy77]

@honagirl17 I don’t want you to ever feel like you’re alone. I know what it’s like to go through life living in your own headspace it can feel very lonely, and It can also feel very overwhelming. Just know that you don’t have to lift the weight of the world alone I’m always here.