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ㅤㅤ if i´d tried a little harder —— maybe i could do something .
i completely bailed on helping the order when the status on the origin came through .
i feel like i didn´t do .. anything this time around and i should have .
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ㅤㅤ i don´t know .. we used to be able to stand a chance against the threats because we had time to prepare for what we already knew was coming .
and now that we don´t —— well ... it´s ... just look around 、it´s terrible for everyone .
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ㅤㅤ i´m glad there´s at least some constants .. including my extreme case of art block .
i´m so close to whatever i can vividly see 、but the moment it becomes clear it just changes to something that i can´t understand ...
i can´t help but feel kinda useless right now .
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ㅤㅤ i believe you .
i did all of this for her after all 、all ava ever wanted to do was make a little trouble and change the world .
and i have done both in tandem a few times now 、i know she´s proud of that 、even if she didn´t get to achieve those goals herself .
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ㅤㅤ kyah —— .ᐟ
don´t .. don´t just . . .
(ㅤlooking away . absolutely mortified at whatever indignant squeal just left her .ㅤ)
i told you not to do things like that without warning .. jerk .
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