"I used to draw"
"I used to write"
"I used to sing"
"I used to play guitar"
"I used to have friends"
"I used to dance"
"I used to sew"
"I used to be happy"
"I used to I used to I used to I used to-"
ik i’ve always had a good amount of muscle due to genetics causing me to have a higher sw anyway but i was so fit at that point & now i feel like i’ve completely let myself go. even though ik i still have a lot of muscle, the layers of fat are actually visible now and im sick 🤢
stepped on a scale for the first time in forever bc i cut my finger pretty bad slicing sweet potatoes to roast for my doggie today. went to urgent care for stitches & im actually disgusted & embarrassed. i’ve never weighed this much or even IMAGINED weighing this much in my life
genuinely need to lock in bc the way i look rn is probably one of my worst nightmares. ik it could be worse but i also think the reason it’s gotten this bad is bc i’ve said that to myself before. atp i need to no longer consume calories except in the form of alc for happiness 🙃
I will lose 30lbs by Halloween
I will lose 30lbs by Halloween
I will lose 30lbs by Halloween
I will lose 30lbs by Halloween
I will lose 30lbs by Halloween
I will lose 30lbs by Halloween
I will lose 30lbs by Halloween
I will lose 30lbs by Halloween