tova ִ ࣪𖤐.ᐟ edtwt

sw: 60kg
cw: 46kg
gw: 45kg ✰
⋆˚꩜｡ ALWAYS pro-recovery .ᐟ.ᐟ
tried recovering from my ed multiple times, failed ₍ᐢ. .ᐢ₎
˗ ˏˋ 7 months clean from sh ⁠♡

[tova ִ ࣪𖤐.ᐟ edtwt @fattestpigever]

#promotwt , #moothunt〃・

⋆˚࿔ moot hunting after ANOTHER failed recovery .ᐟ
⫶ ✘ 4teen
𑣲 she/her
🕊️ ⋮ no dni js don't be weird
ednos, mdd, ptsd, gad ⌇ ✰ ✰ ✰
ৎ᭪ ♡ / ⟳ to be moots ! ifb
#edtwt #shedtwt

[tova ִ ࣪𖤐.ᐟ edtwt @fattestpigever]

@haehyuv mine are kinda visible at bmi 19, but it depends, im more prone to losing fat around my upper body then lower so having visible chest bones is easier then getting a thigh gap for me, depends on the person fs!!

[seki ˖᯽ ݁˖ @sekitsuii]

my days are really just a never ending loop of eat -> exercise -> eat -> exercise -> eat -> exercise

[tova ִ ࣪𖤐.ᐟ edtwt @fattestpigever]

@sekitsuii literally, i hate after i stopped starving myself my life still revolves around food because im still obsessed with changing my body through weight training or exercise, get me out of here bru

[seki ˖᯽ ݁˖ @sekitsuii]

why does eating maintenance feel more restrictive than restricting

[lei ᥫ᭡ @leechi2_]

thinking the side effects of malnutrition wouldn’t apply to you until they start showing up

[tova ִ ࣪𖤐.ᐟ edtwt @fattestpigever]

@rel4pseshawty for me personally i would say 1.6k-1.8k is high for me, i still eat around that some days because its still below my maintnence. i dont care THAT much about how much im eating as long as I stay within my maintnence cals, but I always try to stay within a moderate deficet at least

[tova ִ ࣪𖤐.ᐟ edtwt @fattestpigever]

@euthanisedangel i would say bmi 18-21, my mom started pointing out how thin i looked and how i looked sickly at just around bmi 20-21 , now im bmi 19. my highest bmi was 24 for reference 💔

[tova ִ ࣪𖤐.ᐟ edtwt @fattestpigever]

@sekitsuii i think you look beautiful in both

[tova ִ ࣪𖤐.ᐟ edtwt @fattestpigever]

@fungusplumbus health reasons like, decreased bone density, osteoporosis, stuff like that

[tova ִ ࣪𖤐.ᐟ edtwt @fattestpigever]

how it genuinely feels to have no appetite because of how depressed you are

[tova ִ ࣪𖤐.ᐟ edtwt @fattestpigever]

@mysticitlikeher usually caused by like really low appetite , some people just get full really quickly and struggle to keep food down

[tova ִ ࣪𖤐.ᐟ edtwt @fattestpigever]

@aulapluh @reiicord yeah let me just do that rq

[tova ִ ࣪𖤐.ᐟ edtwt @fattestpigever]

@aulapluh @reiicord imagine being a loser twitter gooner

[tova ִ ࣪𖤐.ᐟ edtwt @fattestpigever]

@lesbich4r hope and pray ig

[lilly 🩵 @oooutofstyleee]

me at 13 discovering eating disorders and saying that i love food too much to ever develop one.

[tova ִ ࣪𖤐.ᐟ edtwt @fattestpigever]

@blukittendoll i got curious one time and weighed myself at my dads when i was like 13 or 12, i saw i was 135, panicked and fell into a deep depression and hatred for my body and the rest is history ✌️

[tova ִ ࣪𖤐.ᐟ edtwt @fattestpigever]

i wish i was beautiful

[tova ִ ࣪𖤐.ᐟ edtwt @fattestpigever]

@angelinacalss you too brolondo 🥹✌️