@sayinshallah You never deserved the money anyways so you’d never keep it. In almost all realities you will revert back to the person you’re always meant to be.
Painfully average.
You are admired only when you win. Until then, you are tolerated at best, mocked at worst, and invisible in between. This is the law of existence: success or contempt. The world does not pity the unsuccessful man, it condemns him.
And you’re worrying about this weird situation you’ve found yourself in
So you start to up the dosage hoping that you can dissociate from reality for a bit
Days become weeks, weeks become months
All of a sudden you realise you’re an addict
Life gets weird when you cant sleep, so you get sleeping tablets to help
Then you build up a tolerance to the sleeping tablets so you use alcohol as well
Then something bad happens and the doctor gives you anti depressants
Now every night your having this weird mix of drugs