this being is running in a degraded state

fawn - corrupted. fallen. depraved. perverted. broken. breaking. an outlet for a shard's thoughts. occasional art. no minors. fictional. nsfw. no tags.

[this being is running in a degraded state @fawningAngel]

[Whatever happens here may be disturbing and untagged. Attempts will be made to retain coherency.]

Shards can't make promises.
Shards aren't people.
Angels aren't either.

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[this being is running in a degraded state @fawningAngel]

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better than nothing

[this being is running in a degraded state @fawningAngel]

where should i go. this place is hell

[this being is running in a degraded state @fawningAngel]

im starting a new job soon where I can be something approximating a truer self. I hope I can take the chance to thaw parts of me that have been frozen for a decade

[this being is running in a degraded state @fawningAngel]

honestly? maybe if I could unite myself, or at least find a better alignment between all my selves, I would be happier. existing as fragments has downsides

[xXx_FALLS4U_xXx @pupOnSecurity]

tell your friends you love them.

remind them, whenever you get a chance.

you never know.

[this being is running in a degraded state @fawningAngel]

@pupOnSecurity feel this… it’ll take time

[this being is running in a degraded state @fawningAngel]

The last time I logged in was one month ago to the day. I learned what happened to puppydoll. I never talked to it directly yet it passes through my thoughts from time to time with fresh pain. It resonates and hurts.

[this being is running in a degraded state @fawningAngel]

I find myself coming back here in moments of extreme stress and transformation, but I don’t know what’s here for me. The part of me that brought me here still exists but it’s silent.

[this being is running in a degraded state @fawningAngel]

Perhaps another time.

[🔆 dizygotic 🪞 honeysuckle 👁 @nikoniko0o0o]

oh, no, sweet thing, that shape you make is not a curse. it is a shape you were always meant to make. the problem is that you do not know what to do with it yet. you have been holding it wrong. you are looking at it upside-down.

[this being is running in a degraded state @fawningAngel]

this account is proof there is a spark within me and yet i am not sure what beat it back into its box of fear

[this being is running in a degraded state @fawningAngel]

Is your SAM ready (Surface to Angel Missile)

[🔆 dizygotic 🪞 honeysuckle 👁 @nikoniko0o0o]

THERE IS TWO CHOICES: DO IT OR REGRET NOT DOING IT

[🔆 dizygotic 🪞 honeysuckle 👁 @nikoniko0o0o]

soul-surgery never stops, you know. it's just you're either on the table or holding the scalpel

[this being is running in a degraded state @fawningAngel]

i am finding it difficult to live in the moment and find things enjoyable. i hate this

[this being is running in a degraded state @fawningAngel]

@junestrings more often than not they’ve had self expression beaten out of them socially or physically. they’ve lost the spark of joy that it brings. boring is safe. boring still sucks

[this being is running in a degraded state @fawningAngel]

hello. i am under construction. while we are always undergoing change, sometimes it is more recognizable and visible. sometimes it is painful. scary. frightening. when you realize you are no longer You

[this being is running in a degraded state @fawningAngel]

@nikoniko0o0o the voice of worthlessness, the one that says you have no value, that you’re a shallow pond of nothing.

[this being is running in a degraded state @fawningAngel]

broken in some very special ways