why is eating fast food so humiliating when ur fat and ugly , I feel like I just look like a greasy pig scarfing down this food , I don’t deserve any of it at my size , and it’s so scary cause the cals are never accurate , the nice worker could have put extra sauce inside
this makes it sound like i’m eating a regular intake, no it’s a slight surplus over a few months and i’ve gained it all back and then some because i decided to eat around 2,800 or more & since figuring out i’m actually way shorter than i was told my intake is way lower
i wanna be skinny so bad but i’m just so used to eating everything & no matter what i do i can’t get back into starving even though i know that everyone around me resents me and i find myself so fucking ugly in the mirror
if i just locked in and committed to the intake i pick i could be at a decent weight but i just can’t stop eating like a normal person. why do i have to count forever to be healthy but the average person can just live oh my god
@edl4rper don’t worry about it. moisturize & try core workouts, starting at a high weight you’ll always have a bit of loose skin but you can minimize a bit of it or fix it later. this won’t make it go away completely but it would help
@iwishidiedfirst@bIIoodIine I agree with you 100%. sometimes i have nasty thoughts about people because of my disorder. not to this hateful degree, but that’s just me. it’s something to keep to yourself. it’s just going to perpetuate the cycle for everyone around you or who comes across you