some niche / less spoken about reasons to recover from someone in recovery , because why not
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guys ive gained sm weight this week cuz if binging and idk how to deal w it:< i havent been binging this bad so ve i first started recov and i was allways at the same weight and ik it dosent matter but like i feel so shit its not wven wg its vuz it was from bibging
@sproutishealing im not doing my best but im trying to get back on track(i keep saing it but ive aciualy been getting back on track sooo:3) and its allways nice to hear from u too
i will never understand the mindset of “but i wont make a difrence” when it comes to stuff like boycotting vuz ok even if one person dosemt change anything at least ur not activly suprting that thing like???put ur acions were ur mouth is tf
yesterday i said fuck it and ate ehatever tf i wantef and it was like lowkey bibg thr hole day BUT my plan of if i dont redtrict at all will i be less likely to binge mayhave worked cuz i was sitting in my kichen for like 30 mins and i forgot ab all the food lol
this hole past weel ive been binging and ive gaind weight and a few inches on my wais but atp idc anymore my looks are the least important part of me:>(i still wanana stop bibging but this week my sleep has been shir so i keep forgeting to eat or my food wich results in binging)
time to lock tf back info recov(sad the the plating is mid but oh well cuz of school i have no time to plate my food nicely so i lost my plating skils</3) AND i finaly had a chocqlate from my calender(i only qte the full thing 2times i still have half but ill eat it!!)
ive been in recovery purgerory for like 3months im still not in recov but im not relapsing im not putting efort in and not chalanging ts and atp im so tired