True, I stopped blaming myself for everything I did in the past, because back then I was only acting based on what I understood at the time. I can’t punish the older version of me forever for not knowing better.
🍎 Sedih ya jadi yang ditinggalin gitu aja dan masih terbayang bayang sama trauma dan rasa sakitnya lalu on random days when I thought I was over it tiba-tiba liat dia berkeliaran, looking fine with their new life. I know I’ll get over it eventually, but the trauma lingers..