tfw the parenting is so shit youre not even phased by anything they yell and scold at you because you therapize yourself in knowing what they should be saying and treating you instead
i hate my sister
you made me realize i dont miss you at all anymore.
whenever you come home my headspace feels like hell again.
always being made fun of
always making me feel stupid
and idc if its because I really am, how could you..
According to psychology some people will never reach out and speak to you again because they don't have the maturity to cope with the fact that they did you wrong and you didn't deserve it. Since they lack accountability, they will create a made-up narrative about you so they don't feel bad about themselves
I feel like im just unlucky, to be dealing with the circumstances whlist being enrolled to a course Im not skilful nor interested at. Its a matchmade in hell and I blame myself for settling and It hurts to know that its too late
I fking hate you P*P-SPC, studying here has ruined my education, drive and basically overall motive to study this program I'm in that Ive already lost all passion anymore. I dont even know if ill graduate where im actually educated and schooled.
I wish we had better comlabs, its the only thing preventing me from engaging in class. Dahil wala kame pasok lagi were always just given assignments and have meetings once a month. I hate how demanding it is for me to be disciplined and have motiv in when im so apathetic
People keep forgetting its not about the why when they could have everything or anyone else, Love is always and will always be a choice and its as simple as that ๐ฉท