yuzu

take it from the stars

[yuzu @fckkfrown]

@mstjxj istg

[yuzu @fckkfrown]

i wanna get into a toxic situation again why ever

[alexa @deanscinema]

holy needle drop this is the best use of ‘(don’t fear) the reaper’ and it’s exactly why i own the dvd set

[yuzu @fckkfrown]

@mstjxj for u as well

[yuzu @fckkfrown]

I just wanna be happy

[yuzu @fckkfrown]

the good thing is there’s no more eating disorder! the bad thing is there is still a lot of depression

[yuzu @fckkfrown]

@mstjxj cream cheese maybe i don’t remember

[yuzu @fckkfrown]

on my health journey i be eating 2 eggs avocado chicken sausage cucumber and befriedigend every day for every meal. if that’s still disordered idc at least i have control over it

[yuzu @fckkfrown]

officially got the statement to just accept help after i have taught myself everything on my own? i really remember people telling me when i was younger to do shit on my own and to grow up and suddenly i gotta accept help bruh. i am confused to where the middle is

[yuzu @fckkfrown]

@mstjxj fairweather friends, me myself and i, jerk

[yuzu @fckkfrown]

I can’t even fucking listen to his music it used to make me so energetic and happy but not i’m just sad

[yuzu @fckkfrown]

i had a dream that i was writing and then someone sat next to me and grabbed me at the waist and said bro omg ur fat as fuck and i was like omg wtf do u mean so i went into the garden to kms with a swing but i wasn’t fast enough and they saved me. the fuck

[ꜱᴀʙᴇʏ ɪꜱ ꜱᴏ ʙᴏʀᴇᴅ @2001_watts]

feeling so incredibly soft over the way Dean lets the hugs linger and waits for Sam to be the one to pull away or give him the cue to let go. he'll always hold Sammy for as long as he needs it 😭

[yuzu @fckkfrown]

actually good day yesterday if i could’ve just stopped convincing myself something bad is gonna happen to me

[yuzu @fckkfrown]

@mstjxj omg. i thought i was just weird

[yuzu @fckkfrown]

my worst quality after all my other worst qualities is i think that i can’t share. i mean i can but i rly barely want to especially when it comes to food i’m super food jealous/posessive. idk why. i didn’t grow up being hungry but i genuinely don’t like to share things at all

[yuzu @fckkfrown]

like when i eat out with someone i want my own plate with my own things and if u wanna try i will not give u the thing i like and yes i hate bbq because wdym i have to look out that i get enough of anything ugh i hate it and i hate that i hate it

[yuzu @fckkfrown]

@mstjxj been going at it since 2 days again after it was fine since months now but it’s apparently normal after a seizure like i had but they’re checking it out soon so ig its fine

[yuzu @fckkfrown]

my fucking pinkie is numb again