Gaining this much weight makes me feel sooo uncomfortable in my body, and no matter how many times i shower or try to clean myself, that feeling doesn’t go away
I use that to my advantage tho. When i am in a situation that should make me feel anxious i would be like “ my stomach hurts i’m so anxious “ when i genuinely feel nothing about it. It’s fun mimicking other people’s emotions just to seem normal or even make them concerned.
I have never understood why someone would feel physical pain because they’re anxious. I have never understood guilt either. Why would you feel guilty about something that happened in the past and you can’t change it? It happened already feeling whatever about it won’t do anything