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@s1ckindahead living off berries, kimchi and the occasional frozen dumpster pizza is #NotForTheWeak

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i wish my family ate lmao

my mom cooks one meal a day- sometimes. I have no energy to cook or go grocery shopping anymore either

and the food we have is dumpster dived food that my mom gets at midnight, its not the most appealing

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the longer i look the fatter i feel holy shit ugh

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ik im not supposed to bodycheck but... this was me after chugging a litre of water and i cant help but to feel a little proud LMAO

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@skinypink didnt u hear?? anyone under 151 has to get sussed xx

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i wanna be a jirai joshi so baddddddd, or have vkei styled fashion.... so fucking cool

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recover when you can so you dont become me, my life fucking sucks

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also its because anorexia destroyed my appetite. Im not stupid i know its calories in calories out.

i dont count calories anymore though. I eat when im hungry and until im full, but im never hungry anymore, like 200g of yogurt was my omad because it made me so full i felt sick.

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ive actually fully decided to recover, its just so fucking hard to gain weight

ive been stuffing myself full everyday for about a month, and ive LOST 3kg

i dont even exercise anymore

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@balticnymph highest bmi: 22-ish
lowest bmi: 14.5
cbmi: 15.0
goal bmi: 17

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also i finally finished reading chainsaw man

the first saga atleast

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ive also began to charge the men dm'ing me and its working lol, life is ok

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ive actually fully decided to recover, its just so fucking hard to gain weight

ive been stuffing myself full everyday for about a month, and ive LOST 3kg

i dont even exercise anymore

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i finalllyyy got all my diagnosees, just not on paper but my dr and psychiatrist are workin on it

bipolar 2, inattentive adhd, OCD, bulimia (ana-bp imo idk theyre the professionals), depression-mdd, anxiety-gad

but like wtf do i do with this

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@s1ckindahead thats fair, but any woman from any ethnicity will look different

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omfg i hate bitches like this. why is it bc of her race???? SHES JUST SHORT AS HELL 😭thats why she looks "fatter at a weight that looks normal on a western person"

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Can someone explainto me why east Asians look bigger at a weight that looks normal on a western person? Is it bone density???? I dont mean to be rude im genuinely wondering

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@flowerluvr99 @mspan56 honestly i dont remember, i think i started purging casually last year, since i dropped out of highschool because of bulimia it just got worse

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omg it was supp to be longer but my pc crashed for days

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[iris🌦️ is giving up (-11.4/19.0) @0cal_star]

SHE DISAPPEARS BEHIND HER HAIR

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@hctysn @berryiceliptint @0cal_star @almondgirliee isnt it a lace? look at where her roots start and end, there is no start or end. i dont think its actually extensions. Even if she said it is i dont reaaally think we can believe her on that lol

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@0cal_star her wig is too good i need it SO BAD