shawn 👽

29 // Capricorn ♑️

[shawn 👽 @felinefatha]

I feel like I’m gonna die and they are gonna do anything about it

[shawn 👽 @felinefatha]

I’ve been at the hospital twice in the last three days and I can’t figure out what’s wrong with me or why I keep on falling over and losing consciousness and almost dying

[shawn 👽 @felinefatha]

Not like some random person either but someone that you were actually trying to have a relationship with and were talking for months

[shawn 👽 @felinefatha]

Also imagine someone asking you for a nude three times and after saying no twice they say “oh I’ll send you one so it’s not like you’re not getting anything” just to literally say they never said that and hate you for bringing it up

[shawn 👽 @felinefatha]

I can’t sleep. I don’t know what to do and everything sucks.

[shawn 👽 @felinefatha]

Stayed up all night making sure someone didn’t kill themselves only for them to hate me more than anyone I know

[shawn 👽 @felinefatha]

Not even dating and my heart is ripped in a million pieces over some
girl who got mad I interfered in her killing herself. Twice👌🏻

[shawn 👽 @felinefatha]

Whatever

[shawn 👽 @felinefatha]

Atleast im getting a car

[shawn 👽 @felinefatha]

my left eye is going blind and everything hurts this is awesome

[shawn 👽 @felinefatha]

I have to start getting injections in my left eye soon. Found out my diabetes gave me macular edema. Basically I have blood pooling up, blocking my vision and making me nearly blind in that eye

[shawn 👽 @felinefatha]

what is even happening

[shawn 👽 @felinefatha]

i feel so insignificant

[shawn 👽 @felinefatha]

lol this sucks

[shawn 👽 @felinefatha]

@venusiity ewwwwww

[shawn 👽 @felinefatha]

my internet is finally fast and for what lol

[shawn 👽 @felinefatha]

guess im not getting a call back lol

[𝔳𝔢𝔫𝔲𝔰 𝔣𝔩𝔶𝔱𝔯𝔞𝔭 ⚔️ @venusiity]

I don’t feel like being a person today 🫠

[shawn 👽 @felinefatha]

Life in the mountains is tough. I will never take electricity, unlimited running water, or heating/ac for granted ever again 🥲

[shawn 👽 @felinefatha]

ok got it to a charger but its gonna take forever

[shawn 👽 @felinefatha]

3 days with no power after a part on our generator went out. Went to get the backup one running and we discover the battery is dead on it 🙃