I'm genuinely scared of being online, i am sociophobic, it takes days while I reply to my messages, while i can be very easy going irl - the problem is that most of my clients are online and I can't earn offline (I tried).
I am not anyone new to this, I spent quite a lot of years being consistent and actually achieved my goals so I know I can do that again, But the thing is my life has drastically changed for the worse in the last few years, just understanding what happened took me a lot of time.
I've always known I'm flawed. Always. I've had my issues, you can even scroll through my previous reddit posts and see them. I am so incredibly negative. I feel like I can't see light through my own eyes. He thinks sometimes I don't love him.
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Depression usually makes you think of flatness, withdrawal, and an inability to feel pleasure. Hedonia is the active pursuit of pleasure and stimulation. Fisher argues that under late capitalism these two states have collapsed into one exhausting condition.