Kayaknya hampir se-Indonesia udah sampai di titik paling muak sama situasi negara sekarang.
Tapi anehnya, semua juga bingung harus ngapain. Nggak ada yang mau jadi percikan api pertama. Sama-sama geram, sama-sama kesel, tapi ujung-ujungnya cuma bisa saling tatap.
Absurd banget.
sometimes i fantasize about suicide just so ppl would blame themselves for every wrong thing they've ever done to me but the sad realistic truth is they'd cope to convince themselves it's not their fault and move on. i'd want them to think it's their fault tho so sucks ig
How do you even get close to people when it feels like everyone already has their close friends and you're just an annoying little gnat trying to be something to someone