bpd is awesome cause i try my hardest and its not enough but that’s no one’s fault but mine so i just sit around feeling like a zombie and try to kill myself every now and again
@mysongrecs i honestly think covid lockdown was a huge part of it cause i always viewed my stan behavior as a part of my teenage years that i grew up and out of, but ~2 years of being at home and online could definitely keep people in that mentality