fentybliurr

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[fentybliurr @fentybliurr]

fuck you. i'd say that a million times if i could. i didn't deserve the pain you put me through. fuck. i did nothing but love you unconditionally. i hope you go through the same pain i went through cause god damn it was fucking miserable.

[fentybliurr @fentybliurr]

forcing yourself not to talk to someone because they don't deserve you is the hardest thing ever

[fentybliurr @fentybliurr]

fuck life and all the bs. cant wait to go to hell

[fentybliurr @fentybliurr]

what hurts the most is when you give your all to someone then one day they just give up. they stop fighting for you. the one thing you would have never done they did it with no hesitation.

[fentybliurr @fentybliurr]

i'm over you but if you ever texted me i'd smile like an idiot

[fentybliurr @fentybliurr]

if someone tells you you hurt them then you don't get to decide that you didn't

[fentybliurr @fentybliurr]

there's a big difference between i want you and i need you cause if they really wanted you they would’ve did the things they needed to to keep you

[fentybliurr @fentybliurr]

you ever just realize you don't care anymore. like after trying for so long you're finally okay without them just like they have been okay without you.

[fentybliurr @fentybliurr]

i waited all my life for someone like you. just know i'm not going anywhere. i'll wait until the timing is right. i promise.

[fentybliurr @fentybliurr]

i wanted a text from you saying "can we fix this? i can't lose you" we weren't supposed to end like this.

[fentybliurr @fentybliurr]

you know you're bipolar when you sit in the corner crying your heart out. but you don't want anyone to hear you so you cover your mouth with your hand. and after all that you go to the bathroom wipe your tears off do 😗✌🏽to make you smile and just like that you're fine again.

[fentybliurr @fentybliurr]

seeing friends leave you behind being all happy and shit is one of the toughest shit to go through. like we were literally bestfriends a second ago. laughing. doing crazy dumb shit together. and you left me just like that. wow. i guess i'm not that important.

[fentybliurr @fentybliurr]

i loved you so much i settled to stay friends so you'd still be in my life

[fentybliurr @fentybliurr]

have y'all ever been happy for wayy too long that it feels weird so you try to be sad again cause you feel more comfortable this way or is it just me-

[fentybliurr @fentybliurr]

i'm wishin every notification i get was from you telling me how much you love me. i’m wonderin what i did wrong or if you even care to fix us. you broke my heart but i apologized. i want you to miss me. miss everything we had. but you don't. you're too busy to even care about me.

[fentybliurr @fentybliurr]

so likee why doesn't anyone want me? like i'm loyal asf. i'll spoil the hellll outta you nd i'll love you til the end of mf time. people really be lookin for someone special nd i'm just like- "BITCH HELLO?! ARE YOU BLIND?! i'm literally everything you've ever wanted 😭😭"

[fentybliurr @fentybliurr]

you don't truly love someone until they've hurt you and you still think of them as an amazing person.

[fentybliurr @fentybliurr]

the fact that my absence doesn't bother you in the slightest makes me wonder if my presence ever mattered at all.

[fentybliurr @fentybliurr]

you know loving you was a sacrifice. i gave you the power to destroy me and that's exactly what you did.

[fentybliurr @fentybliurr]

i was so afraid of losing you cause you meant more to me than any other person. i gave you the world but you walked out as if i was nothing. i did anything i could to make you happy. i wish you cared just a little so i know you actually loved me. cause for me it was real love.

[fentybliurr @fentybliurr]

is it me that you're missing or the way i loved you?