Agni

ada apa ini

[Aliefia @ponderingtyper]

i support any province who wants to be free from indo

[Elon Murz | SVP of Meme Engineering @ecommurz]

10000000% i dont need to be the smartest in a team and thats fine

[kira 👾 @kirawontmiss]

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[Agni @feuer_idn]

@tirta_cipeng @fauzanertanto1 kebiasaan ya suka abis lempar statement, dibalikin baek2, tiba2 ngegeser gawang sama playing victim diserang fans. Banyak banged tipikal begini 😅

[Agni @feuer_idn]

ya allah…

[positivity moon @arrtnem]

Functional depression looks really good on you from the outside.

You wake up to the alarm, not to some cinematic breakdown. You hit snooze twice, curse under your breath, and get up because there are emails and mouths and bills that do not care what your brain is doing. The toothbrush moves. The shower runs. The coffee machine hums. Your body walks through the script. Somewhere around 08:17 you catch your own face in the bathroom mirror and feel that tiny drop in your stomach. You look fine. That is the worst part. You look completely fine.

At work you are even better. You know the right jokes for the group chat. You write the Slack messages with the little emoji at the end so no one misreads your tone. You sit in meetings and nod at the right time, say something smart about timelines, share your screen. Your camera shows a person who is engaged and competent. Nobody sees that the entire time, there is a second movie running behind your eyes. Old conversations. Things you regret. Imaginary disasters. That one sentence someone said three years ago that still feels like a punch. All of it looping like a cursed playlist.

From the outside you look like a functioning adult. Inside you feel like a person trapped in a glass box at the bottom of a swimming pool.

The water is the thoughts. That constant buzz. You are sitting on the couch at 21:46, show playing on your laptop, phone in your hand, and you are not actually in the room. You are replaying every small failure of the day. The email where you sounded weird. The moment you saw your reflection in a shop window and hated your posture. The way your friend texted a bit shorter than usual. Your chest feels heavy and weirdly empty at the same time. You scroll anyway. You laugh at a meme. You send a reaction back. No one watching that scene would call it depression.

You keep telling yourself exactly that. It cannot be that bad. You have a job. You reply to messages. You pay rent on time. You show up for family. You wash dishes. You even make plans sometimes. Functional depression is cruel because it hands you a list of everything you manage to do and uses it as evidence against your own pain.

How can you be drowning when you are still walking.

There is a version of depression everyone knows how to recognize. The one where you cannot get out of bed. The one where you cry all the time. The dramatic collapse. The movie version. People feel sympathy for that one. They send messages. They ask if you need anything. They bring soup. What you have is different. You get out of bed. You go to work. You smile. You make the joke. You remember the birthday. You look like someone whose favorite phrase should be “I am fine.”

So you learn to become an expert at being fine.

You say “just tired” so many times it stops meaning anything. You say “busy lately” when what you mean is “I feel like there is a hole in my chest and I keep dropping pieces of myself into it.” You become the one who listens rather than talks because listening hurts less than explaining. When someone asks “how are you really,” you feel this flash of panic. If you open that door, you are not sure you can close it fast enough to still make your 10:30 meeting.

Functional depression turns your life into a performance where the main skill is not letting anyone see the stagehands behind the curtain.

Your body keeps trying to report the truth in weird small ways. The tension headache that hits every afternoon around 16:12 when your screen starts to blur. The way your jaw clicks because you grind your teeth all night. The random wave of nausea in the supermarket under fluorescent lights. The way your heart suddenly spikes for no obvious reason when you get a harmless notification. None of it is dramatic enough to count as an emergency. All of it adds up to a nervous system tapping on the glass.

[Agni @feuer_idn]

lebih btw, can be 500-1mio bahkan including bensin dkk ya. But i believe selama ikhlas dan niatnya buat nyenengin its ok lah. Duit gampang dicari

[by @farrbyy]

Aslii jadi cowo tuh berat bgttt ga kebayang klo gw jd cowo ga bakal kayanya gw berani pacaran apalagi ngajak cewe jalan buat sekali ngedate ajaa bisa abisin 200-500rb 🥲 makanya i always ask for splitt bills tapi biasanya ditolak

[Acho @MuhadklyAcho]

Jadi inget waktu ngambil adegan ini. Awalnya ga enak ngarahinnya.

Me: Pak, maaf.. jadi ini ceritanya bapak itu lansia yang udah stroke.

Him: Wah, kebetulan mas. Ini saya baru sembuh.

Me: … #kemudianHening

[Habis Nonton Film @HabisNontonFilm]

Tim kreatif LAPOR PAK & BTS rn.

[Fergie @XiWellWisher]

He just saw a palestinian toddler

[mackenzie✨️ @meatsweatmcgee]

FOR ISRAELLLLLLLL

[E.Z.E🇿🇦 @Envor16]

Bro said fuck it...😂

[COCO @TWOTIMESABITCH]

rather be tired from work than bored and broke

[Arbiarso Wijatmoko | #BugarDaddy @Arbiarso_W]

Sebel banget nonton video ini.

Jadi yang arogan siapa? DPR atau Ahli Gizi?

Dari cara bicaranya kita tahu kok siapa yang arogan.

Makanya dari awal lahir juga MBG ini memang belum beres. Kesini-sini malah makin error.

[zar @margareccca]

life lesson nya banyak bgt bgt bgt. Tapi aku coba summarize:

1. Ternyata the thing that won’t make us happier ironically adalah the belief that we need to be happy. Jadi kayak tanpa kita sadari “yang penting bahagia, yang penting bahagia” somehow itu jadi tujuan hidup dan jadi beban buat kita kalo ternyata kita gak bahagia. Ternyata di atas bahagia tuh ya, acceptance 🥲

2. Distraksi itu temporer. Makin distract, makin sakit. Aku udah di tahap yang setelah hari yang super sibuk dan berat, pas waktunya istirahat HANCUR semua, nangis terus sebelum tidur. Karna distraksi tuh sementara. Solusinya? Lagi-lagi: acceptance.

3. Avoiding painful memories. Salah. Bukan avoid, tapi digest. Terus dikelola sakitnya, sampai terbiasa, sampai accept. Jangan diburu2 karna proses tiap orang beda-beda.

❤️❤️❤️

[карина ☁️💙 @karinyoo]

Wah ini mah sering...

Pernah ada project gede sama salah satu ditjen di daerah jaksel. Udah dikasih segala fasilitias tetep minta duit transport, sama minta duit "serah terima project" (bos ku pusing 7 keliling ini duit puluhan juta bkalan diclaim sebagai apa coba ke accounting)

Terus yeee LU PADA GW YANG JEMPUT OYYY

Aku yg project manager ini rela kudu jemput mereka pake mobil kantor tetep minta amplop ongkos bajigur emang tikus pengerat ini 😭