fever ⋆.˚ ⏾

25 yrs ִ ⋆˙⟡ cw: 134.0lbs/60.8kg ִ ⋆˙⟡ ugw: 93.0lbs/42.2kg — vents about anything

[fever ⋆.˚ ⏾ @fevercals]

intro ── .✦

hello, i’m fever !

⟡ 23
⟡ cw : 134.9 lbs / bmi : 23.9
⟡ ugw : 93.0 lbs / bmi : 16.5

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✦ recently relapsed and came back bc I missed edtwt

✦ activity varies due to work and other obligations

⟢ unpinning at 130.0 lbs

[fever ⋆.˚ ⏾ @fevercals]

Considering coming back bc my health issues are triggering my ED 🤪

[fever ⋆.˚ ⏾ @fevercals]

I should say fuck it and get drunk. My fucking roommate brought someone home for the second time this weekend. It’s a whole other person

[fever ⋆.˚ ⏾ @fevercals]

Screaming bc my snapchat decided to remind me of my skinniest era and I’m gonna kms

[fever ⋆.˚ ⏾ @fevercals]

Not me going to the gym and meeting another autistic person and when I said I’m autistic as well they said, “I know” 😭😭

This shit literally happens to me every time dawg

[fever ⋆.˚ ⏾ @fevercals]

Okay

Gonna go to the gym. I gotta burn at least 750 calories today

[fever ⋆.˚ ⏾ @fevercals]

@hopeless_wl Thank you oomf <3

[fever ⋆.˚ ⏾ @fevercals]

“What’s been going on, Fever?”

Oh why I’m glad you asked!

I’ve moved yet again and this time I’m living with my “best friend.” (He drives me fucking insane!)

I’m fat as fuck at 145lbs (please fucking kill me)

And I can’t really eat less bc if I’m too shaky, I can’t—

[fever ⋆.˚ ⏾ @fevercals]

Gonna slowly take myself down to 1000 cals a day. I wanna also try to burn 500 a day. I’ll see how this goes

[fever ⋆.˚ ⏾ @fevercals]

Do my job properly (I’m a phlebotomist now)

“So what’s the plan?”

Another great question!

I shall be slowly working into a system where I eat as little as I can without it affecting my work and also reignite my exercise addiction.

I’m tired of being a cow

[fever ⋆.˚ ⏾ @fevercals]

Beck and fatter than ever 🙃

[fever ⋆.˚ ⏾ @fevercals]

@annalikesbugs So I’m also at a 9 :D

[fever ⋆.˚ ⏾ @fevercals]

❓ how do feel about having a couch potato as a partner
💬 I’m not dating someone like that. I need someone who is active and has goals and ambitions #tellonym https://t.co/NKMVW5jbXu

[fever ⋆.˚ ⏾ @fevercals]

Okay, it starts today.

1200 cals
Aiming for 100g protein and 25g fiber
Burn at least 400 cals a day

[fever ⋆.˚ ⏾ @fevercals]

❓ how do u feel about dating someone much older
💬 Depends on how much older. My max age is 35 as of right now and even then that’s a bit too old. My mom is in her early 40s and I’d rather my partner not fall into the same generation as my m... #tellonym https://t.co/djyH8vwXWm

[fever ⋆.˚ ⏾ @fevercals]

❓ so hows your love life?
💬 Dog shit/nonexistent #tellonym https://t.co/K74yANchhm

[fever ⋆.˚ ⏾ @fevercals]

❓ i think it's sad that you are no longer like you used to be
💬 What does this even mean? #tellonym https://t.co/nUgRW2XbIF

[fever ⋆.˚ ⏾ @fevercals]

❓ I wrote you msgs but was too scared to send them
💬 Send them!!! I haven’t been active much because I’m working 60-70hrs a week, but I’d love to talk to you! #tellonym https://t.co/GAuRbFpRp9

[fever ⋆.˚ ⏾ @fevercals]

❓ do people ever get stuff wrong about u
💬 Yeah from time to time but who doesn’t? #tellonym https://t.co/wRLeBuUGVl

[fever ⋆.˚ ⏾ @fevercals]

❓ do you think saying sorry shows weakness
💬 No, if anything, it shows a lot more strength and humility #tellonym https://t.co/nwiJuWcr4F

[fever ⋆.˚ ⏾ @fevercals]

❓ which one would u rather skip breakfast or dinner?
💬 Breakfast, I don’t eat in the mornings #tellonym https://t.co/sClSI5NQQs