i don’t wanna live in survival mode anymore, but running into the forest to do exactly that but alone, for once, sounds really fucking inciting right now.
tried hugging my dad today and any part of me that was touching him that wasn’t around him, he pulled away from, so you will never catch me willingly hugging my dad again, so, guess that’ll be the last time we hug 🫠
i’m just not even sure what to do anymore. everything’s falling apart faster than i can handle & i am going fucking insane. i cant even slow down for a second to think bc i’m so exhausted that when i have time to myself, all i do is sleep or listen to music + cry. happy pride ig!
someone teach me how to stand up to my pathetic excuse of a father because the way he just doesn’t consider or think of my mom is starting to make me visibly angry & fucking irate. THATS YOUR WIFE.