Bought a bunch of sleeping pills today and iβm seriously thinking of overdosing on them so that i would never wake up again and the pain would fucking end
My mom is the main reason for my issues and the person i hate most in this world. Sheβs a total bitch to me one second and the next sheβs giving me advice about not letting toxic people into my life, bitch i wish i could run away and cut you off for the rest of my life
Iβm more than aware of having issues and iβm constantly and unintentionally projecting them on the people i love and it fucking sucks seeing them think of me as a shitty person when i know for a fact that iβm not