i hate having dreams about someone you want. it’s like the universe showing you what you could have if distance didn’t exist and then waking you up and making you miserable when you remember you can’t have him
Yeah that’s it It feels good to let go, hm? To just be a brainless pup. No longer capable of thinking by yourself, just following every order given. It feels good being told what to do? To have zero control? All that stress gone. You’re just a toy now, no more thoughts for you.